After you broke my heart
Sometimes
I soared with the angels
And kissed the feet of God.
Sometimes
I groveled in the mud
And made deals with the devil.
But most of the time
I just felt like shit
And honestly thought
I was going to die from this.
But indifference
Healed me
I didn’t hate you
I didn’t love you
I just didn’t care
One way or the other.
It was irrelevant
None of it fucking mattered.